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‘I got introduced to alcohol at 16 and I found this wonderful feeling of release. I could be somebody that I always wanted to be. It became my friend.’

There are many tragic stories about the abuse of alcohol, but how does it start, and how can it change? Listen to Darryl’s story of long-term alcohol addiction and how he found transformation and hope in a higher power.

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A Ladder and a Torch

Key takeaways from this episode

  • Alcohol became a way to escape pain and loneliness.
    Darryl began drinking at 16 to feel confident and accepted, using alcohol to mask deep wounds from childhood abuse and rejection.
  • Addiction quickly took control.
    What started as occasional drinking escalated into heavy dependency, leading to broken relationships, health crises, and brushes with death.
  • A turning point came through rock bottom and rehab.
    Facing liver failure and mental health collapse, Darryl chose long-term rehabilitation—despite setbacks and relapses along the way.
  • Discovering faith changed everything.
    Initially an atheist, Darryl found healing and strength through a relationship with God, which lifted his compulsion to drink.
  • Recovery is an ongoing journey of surrender.
    Darryl continues to hand his will over to God daily, recognising the need to stay vigilant and grounded in faith.
  • He now lives with hope and purpose.
    Sobriety has restored his relationships, renewed his sense of worth, and given him a desire to help others find freedom through God’s grace.
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Episode transcript

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